FIRST LOVE

the first love is like a world is around her.
the looks is nothing less then annoying, to her.
the silly things i did for love.
Is all worth for the memories, to think about.

The thing is, there is no other thing when you are in love
and this is all just when you are 12.
when you  are sitting next to her, it's like killing not to look.
the most beautiful thing you ever seen,that's how she'd always been.
the feelings which flew every time she smiled and blushed.

Things you did to confirm it all. things you did which annoyed in all.
stupid things, which made sense only to you.
This is what is like to be in love, with you, for the first time.

THREE WORDS

I can feel my heart throbbing with all the feelings of love,

waiting for you to come to me, Waiting for you to look at me

Tell me those three words,  which i’ve never listened before.

I want YOU to tell me, those three words, Which makes my heart explode with joy.

Tell me the three words, Those words which make my heart skip a beat.

Tell me those three words with your open heart

For me and only me.

 

I want to hear those words and fly away with you.

So. will you say those three words and come to my arms.

I’m waiting with my mind and heart open

JUST FOR YOU

                                  ---MY LOVE

SORRY LETTER

Why do you avoid me, in the middle of the crowd, 

even when you are alone? 

Why do you move away when I come to you?

I know I’ve done wrong, and I’ve apologized for it. 

And you said it’s OK. Then why isn’t it all like before. 

Why doesn’t the daisies bloom when you when I see you. 

Why don’t the winds blow when you speak anymore?

I’ve always seen you as an angel spreading love,

but –now- it looks like the dark clouds of the hell.   

The face which was filled with glitter and shine is now 

like a gear in grease. The eyes of the wandering princesses

have become a beacon of sorrow with no love in sight.

 Please princesses don’t make me suffer with the pain of 

knowing that I was the reason for your turn. Even when the 

treason is gone why isn’t the punishment. Weren’t you 

satisfied knowing how much I’ve suffered to see you 

like now or is it , that I’ve made  for darker to hate the light.

Please, princesses smile and put me out of my misery. 

Your one smile is all I ask to put this poor man 

out of this sorrow. Please princesses smile.

Knowing how much I’ve hurt you is only hurting me more.

I don’t know how long I’ll survive seeing you like this, 

knowing I’ve caused this. Suffering till the breath last is all 

I've given you haven’t i?

 

Knowing you are ok, is all I want to know. Knowing you can 

love again is the only thing which can forgive me. Seeing you 

like this, I’ve realized, I’m not fit for your world, but I can’t 

move away leaving you like this.

This is why I’ve decided, to stay in the shadows with love, 

even if not for mine. May be for someone who deserves it.

Good bye, good luck.